Trying to stay positive and motivated to do my best work on this damn Jeep of mine. I’ve been working so hard on it for the last eight weeks. I most certainly couldn’t have done it without the help of my best friend over the first four weeks and occasionally since. Not to mention and the use of his garage. However my body doesn’t work like it used too and I can’t do things like I used too or want to anymore. My back is over it. My pain levels have increased and my sleep is pretty non existent because of the pain. So then my frustration goes up and my motivation to keep doing things to the best of my abilities is going downhill quickly. It doesn’t help that the last few tasks on my list have given me nothing but problem after problem. I’m exhausted, burnt out, overwhelmed, hurting and frustrated all at once. I just need a little luck and blessings from above to get this thing completed. That and a little sleep and pain relief would be great I’m sick of this whole better living through Chemistry thing if you know what I mean.
Sorry for the constant complaining I just needed to vent my frustration after laying here all night starring into the darkness. As the Dunkin’ Donuts commercial says “time to make the donuts” or rather work on the damn Jeep again