Passed out drunk last night. Called in sick for work today. Already hours into day drinking. I aint cut out for this shit. I want to live out my life on top of a mountain and not have relationships with anybody.
I certainly understand the feeling. I’ve lost people close to me. The closest, in fact. But it really is better to have a great friend and loose them, then to never have had them as part of your life.
But that doesn’t make it any easier.