BTDT GTTS GOO! Been There, Done That, Got The T-Shirt, Going On Oprah!
My late mother had BPD - Borderline Personality Disorder - and probably other mental TLAs as well. We were very close when I was growing up, but when I left home and got married, she came unhinged and stayed that way. Nothing could please her and she made herself and everyone around her miserable. I finally cut her off in Y2K, and took measures to ensure that she couldn't contact me - although an email would occasionally slip through, always a rager. In February of 2009 I received what turned out to be the last raging email as she had a stroke shortly thereafter and lingered on in a non-speaking life until early July when she passed through the veil.
I didn't find out about it until late November of that year - I think she was on her side of the veil screaming at me (as I have very little to no psychic ability) - I suddenly had an urge to google her name, and I found her death notice. It took a couple of months, but I was reconciled with my father, and had just over 1 wonderful year with him before he passed as well.
My wife has felt my mother's presence a couple of times, and a psychic aware friend wanted to know the significance of a piano as she felt my mother there (in the piano), along with her best friend whom my friend was able to name, although there was NO way my friend could has possibly known that name. Mother obviously wanted me to take care of my father, who had prostate cancer (we did).
The take away? What a fucking waste. Thanx to her illness, everybody lost. Her, my father, myself, my wife, and my step-daughter. It would have been far worse had I NOT cut her off cold - its now 14 years post, and I'm only now beginning to get over my anger with her. I'm to the point now where I think I can forgive her, but I don't want anything else to do with her. I do NOT want her waiting for me when I cross the veil, but otherwise wish her well. "May the Good Goddess Bless and Keep her... ... FAR away from me."
Wife's family is dysfunctional, but not to the same level. Her parents were always fighting (as were mine) and her mother was a drama queen. Wife's sister is a carbon copy of their mother, and wife wrote her off 2 years ago - and good riddance as far as I'm concerned, along with her 33 year old no-account son that lives with her.