Howdy Y'all,
Its been a long while since I've been on the Forum, namely because of having sold my beloved "Nellie Belle" (TJ) early in the Summer
.
It was as the months ticked by that I realized I was suffering from PTJSD, a condition that I may submit to the APA for consideration of inclusion in the DSM-V (Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders).
For the last 20 yeas I have always owned at least 1 aggressive (modded) 4x4, the last 2 of which were Jeeps (a WJ and a TJ). I presently own a pickup with a small lift and some A/T's, which will get me into the country, but certainly is not suited for crawling and deep woods wheeling.
I had to trade the TJ for a much-needed pickup. I had sold my previous pickup, and had fluid use of my company pickup--until I left the company, this Summer, whereupon I sorely needed a pickup once again.
And so, Nellie Bellie went into the arms of a fine Texas State Trooper, who's former pickup I now have. It was a fair trade, and we both needed/wanted the vehicles.
However, my countenance has fallen, and though the weather is presently fine out, I find the sky wanting; my appetite has waned; the post unduly collects at my doorstep; I am not shaving as often; my guitars are collecting dust; the sparkle in my eyes has become dull; I look down at my feet as I walk; I can't remember when I last combed my hair; I no longer coordinate my attire; I'm eating junk food; my cats stare into my eyes--knowing something is wrong; and I no longer answer the door
.
Even worse; I see that @JMT has moved out yonder way, to Washington, where they ride unicorns, eat mushrooms, fling pixy dust, envision leprechauns in the woods, and talk to moon bats (
).
Would that my sense of purpose, life-vision, existential mission and sustenance once again meet with life, as I look to finding another TJ; for just as hope deferred truly makes the heart sick, equally so TJ deferred casts one's countenance into a posture of terminal shoe gaze
.
Thank you in advance for your collective empathy.
Its been a long while since I've been on the Forum, namely because of having sold my beloved "Nellie Belle" (TJ) early in the Summer
It was as the months ticked by that I realized I was suffering from PTJSD, a condition that I may submit to the APA for consideration of inclusion in the DSM-V (Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders).
For the last 20 yeas I have always owned at least 1 aggressive (modded) 4x4, the last 2 of which were Jeeps (a WJ and a TJ). I presently own a pickup with a small lift and some A/T's, which will get me into the country, but certainly is not suited for crawling and deep woods wheeling.
I had to trade the TJ for a much-needed pickup. I had sold my previous pickup, and had fluid use of my company pickup--until I left the company, this Summer, whereupon I sorely needed a pickup once again.
And so, Nellie Bellie went into the arms of a fine Texas State Trooper, who's former pickup I now have. It was a fair trade, and we both needed/wanted the vehicles.
However, my countenance has fallen, and though the weather is presently fine out, I find the sky wanting; my appetite has waned; the post unduly collects at my doorstep; I am not shaving as often; my guitars are collecting dust; the sparkle in my eyes has become dull; I look down at my feet as I walk; I can't remember when I last combed my hair; I no longer coordinate my attire; I'm eating junk food; my cats stare into my eyes--knowing something is wrong; and I no longer answer the door
Even worse; I see that @JMT has moved out yonder way, to Washington, where they ride unicorns, eat mushrooms, fling pixy dust, envision leprechauns in the woods, and talk to moon bats (
Would that my sense of purpose, life-vision, existential mission and sustenance once again meet with life, as I look to finding another TJ; for just as hope deferred truly makes the heart sick, equally so TJ deferred casts one's countenance into a posture of terminal shoe gaze
Thank you in advance for your collective empathy.
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