Daz you continue to be one of my favorite members on this forum. I am so sorry to hear of your loss, and you have my sympathy. I could not imagine living without my other half, and I pray to God I get to spend the rest of my life with her. God has a plan for all of us rest easy on that. Your in my prayers, and I hope making videos and continuing with your passion eases this transition for you. I honestly can’t imagine the emotions you are dealing with. Stay positive and take it one day at a time.Hi Guys, haven't been around for a while. This was my best way of explaining things.